Love is in the air

先赌为快

2009-06-01T12:32:00.000+08:00

站得太久分岔口怎麼去走我够胆孤注一掷完全没有颤抖爱你那段时侯简简单单经已足够到任何东西应有尽有谁还留力舐伤口人生太短出手要更大旁观者不需理解赢得风光豪得精彩自己偏偏感觉失败自尊心都可以出卖忘记我也是无坏连幸福都输掉醉在长街依然是我最大求得到手首先该懂得放手拿什麼出去抵押才能换爱永久有了最大成就所失的赶不上补救发誓赢他多一次就够为何仍没法收手奇迹太少这心瘾更大受伤都不需慰解垂手可得全个世界自己的一生却失败自尊心都可以出卖忘记我也是无坏连幸福都输掉醉在长街依然是我最大连梦想洒一地再任人踩依然笑得爽快

Who can say they really understand the lyrics... haiz

Trust

2009-06-01T01:35:00.003+08:00

Trust is something that you are born with, but as times goes by, slowly u will start to lose it.
I mean who can we blame, the society or ourself. afterall its us who decide to give it away.

Feeling betrayed by people is painful but i believe it is all part and parcel of growing up.
I understand how lousy it feel when you told someone your secret and they went around spreading it. The feeling though sucky, u still have to be brave and face it.

You will only learn when u feel it urself.

This minute you might start distrusting people all over again. Everything may just goes back to zero.

u might build a even stronger wall to protect urself.

However, i always believe there will be a person who will slowly but surely gain ur trust and at a time when u are just tired and wanna trust someone.

You can reject my point now, but you will understand de. take the first step by trusting this point.

I believe in my judgement that it is at ur best interest to feel it personally and i am confident that u can come out of it stronger and happier.

The path to freedom might not be smooth sailing, but i believe u will pull through.

remember always down size the significant of a events.

Take care, i will see u at the end of the tunnel.

past

2009-05-08T00:41:00.002+08:00

U say how nice to have another chance.
U think in reality alot of ppl is not given a second chance.

but whenever chance pass u by did u seize it?

memories are like a life imprisonment.
can u ever be release depends on u...

Memories are like leng diao de ai qing...
continue on zhi hui yong ming wu shi!!

perfect half boil egg

2009-05-02T00:49:00.002+08:00

thanks to believing in my fren that yakun half boil egg is left to stand for 10 mins. My family ended up eating hard boil egg...

Anyway, this also allow mi to know exactly how long it takes to boil a half boil egg...

but i m not gg to say bec it took mi lots of eggs, u all shall experiment urself...

just rmb always hv faith in ur fren bec how can u said they r ur frens when u urself are doubting them...

17 again

2009-05-02T00:32:00.005+08:00

The movie start off with the male lead being a very famous basketball player at high school. On the day of his final, his gf told him that she is pregnant. When she is leaving the male lead chase after her and promise to marry her.

what happened after that is the guy just keep grumbling about what will happened if he had not left the match...

one day he was given a chance to go back to 17 and alot of things happened and he realised that, yup in deed at age 17 he did give up his basketball career but thats because he exchange it for something that is really really important and thats his only love!

In life we often regret the decision we have made, thts because we have forget why we have choosen to make that particular decision... We are always thinking of what we doesnt have and forget to think of what we really have!
We do not have the power to go back to the past but we must never forget to cherish what we have...

If we are to grumble and waste out life away then we cant blame the lfe we have!

sometimes a decision tht we make will cause our whole life to change but always rmb wat cause us to made tht decision...

The international

2009-05-02T00:20:00.002+08:00

Sometimes if we just watch a movie, maybe we will feel that it is a ultimate waste of time. However, I feel there is really alot to learn from some movies.

If we pause to think we find reason to think...

The international is a movie abt a interpol who break the law so that he can expose the IBBC(a bank) from participating in illegal trades...

There is a lines which I feel is very true...

In life sometimes in order to achieve our aims of doing good we end up taking the very path we try so hard to avoid.

In order to stop the people from doing something bad, sometimes we just cannot do it the legal ways.

In the end we use illegal tactics to stop illegal activities and who has the rights to say right or wrong...

And so what if he manage to stop it... one man gone, another will take over...

At the end of the movie, the IBBC boss was killed and they changed a new CEO.
The new IBBC is clean and IBBC propsed without doing anything illegal. However, the movie also shows that those illegal activities are not stop with the fall of a person or organisation...

I guess thats life bah, nobody is indispensible and no one person can stop anything...

illegal activities can never be stop but on the bright side, thts why so many people has a job bah...
look at how much money is spend on security and defence...

2009-04-20T11:27:00.000+08:00

冷漠　有时候并不是无情　　　　
只是一种避免被伤害的工具

mathematics perspective

2009-04-04T14:16:00.003+08:00

Rewatch suspect X, wanna quote a line from it that i really think is very true!

"A function problem disguised as a geometry problem"

I think in life some of our problem are such, we always wrongly classified the problem we have n in the end we use the wrong approach and end up we get ourselves frustrated and never solve the problem !

What we have to do is just to take a step back and re analyse the problem, take a fresh look at the problem... when we use the correct approach, we will realise the problem is not difficult at all!

try bah, relook ur problem!

xing li test 1

2009-04-04T13:01:00.002+08:00

Seems like everyone is doing the personality test on facebook,

I also have a set of personality test,

if you are interested just leave ur choice on my tag box or sms me and i will tell the answer, cause i am lazy to type all the 4 result out.

1st Test: What kind of job is suitable for you.

QN : which form of transport will u choose?
A) bicycle
B) motorbike
C) car
D) bus
E) MRT

Have fun!

jokes is back

2009-04-04T12:56:00.002+08:00

Dead Lizard,

One day piggy went to a restaurant and have her meal. she order a pasta and when it is deliver to her, she scream Lizard.

The waiter walk over calmly and said piggy dun worry, the lizard is dead and use a chopstick and remove the dead lizard and told piggy to enjoy her meal...

I hope its funny, SMILE!!!

I'm Yours

2009-04-03T12:54:00.000+08:00

Well you done done me and you bet I felt itI tried to be chill but you're so hot that I meltedI fell right through the cracksand now I'm trying to get backBefore the cool done run outI'll be giving it my bestestNothing's going to stop me but divine interventionI reckon its again my turn to win some or learn someI won't hesitate no more, no moreIt cannot wait, I'm yoursWell open up your mind and see like meOpen up your plans and damn you're freeLook into your heart and you'll find love love loveListen to the music of the moment maybe sing with meAh, la peaceful melodysIt's your God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love loveSo I won't hesitate no more, no moreIt cannot wait I'm sureThere's no need to complicateOur time is shortThis is our fate, I'm yoursI've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirrorAnd bending over backwards just to try to see it clearerBut my breath fogged up the glassAnd so I drew a new face and laughedI guess what I'm saying is there ain't no better reasonTo rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasonsIt's what we aim to doOur name is our virtueI won't hesitate no more, no moreIt cannot wait I'm yoursWell no no, well open up your mind and see like meOpen up your plans and damn you're freeLook into your heart and you'll find love love love loveThere's no need to complicateCoz our time is shortThis is our fate, I'm yours, I'm yours

A super nice song !

我和你從未分手

2009-04-03T12:49:00.002+08:00

心是片土地
我是一个园丁种一朵花
叫做爱情呵护著不离不弃当花季远去
眼泪带我旅行你好吗
我好想你常常写信寄给回忆
我和你从未分手
你住在我心中
谁也不能把你赶走
一颗心只有一份永久
给了谁就无法回收
我和你从未分手
你活在我爱中
不准人来人往挑拨
一个错要花几倍伤痛
才能扭转时空
重回感动重回笑容
手牵手空空的夜空
城市燃起灯火
每一盏灯一种寂寞愿你幸福
别漂流蓝蓝的忧愁
搬进我的生活越想放手
越是紧握越往前走越是回头我没用
多没用我推开窗户
思念一直推不走我在梦里
掉了一个梦谁捡到告诉我还给我
别没收

Mathematical Equation For A Lasting Relationship?

2009-04-02T12:15:00.003+08:00

This topic sound so Charlie Epps...

It just remind me of the show numb3rs which in it, Professor Charlie Epps of CalSci wrote a book of Mathematics of friendships.

Anyway here is the interview with the Oxford Professor who wrote it.

Its so sickening, I wanted to write there that as my final year mathematics thesis de.

Nonetheless, I am still happy that a Oxford professor have the same interest as me. Never mind shall try and get his report and see what I can do to improve on it, so that it can be my thesis.., Yup.

Mathematical Equation For A Lasting Relationship?

We liken relationships to clouds in the sky—no two identical and (try as we may) impossible to generalize or wager an accurate guess on their outcome. People are too complicated and inconsistent for that, no? Which was why we raised a skeptical eyebrow when we saw a headline about an Oxford professor's mathematical model having a near perfect track record in predicting a couple's success.
We've seen math models used in economics—which of course involve people and their actions involving consumption—but how is one to turn the whimsies of husband X and the moods of wife Y into a mathematical formula on their marriage's success?
According to Professor James Murray, a math expert at Oxford University, it all boils down to a couple's argument style. After analyzing 700 couples and taping them bicker for 15 minutes about an important issue, he thinks he can pinpoint who's going to ultimately pay a divorce lawyer in the near future.
Sort of like a debate, the researchers awarded points to the husband and wife while they argued. Whoever seemed the most open, level-headed and humorous about the issue received the most points (which ranged from four to negative four), while the spouse who showed the most contempt was given the least amount.
The scores were then computed into the model and displayed on a graph. The professor and researchers then based the marriage's vitality on where the husband and wife's points met.
While graphs and mysterious mathematical models may sound complicated, Murray assures us it isn't.
"It is not so much of an equation, it is trying to assess and quantify how a couple interact by giving them a scoring system. We take those figures and plot them on to a graph. If either the husband or the wife is consistently negative then they are going to get a divorce."
After doing 700 of these things, he's also classified five categories all married people fit into.
The validating couple: the BFF's of all the couple's, who like to share experiences together, are calm, collected and supportive.
The avoiding couple: The anti-confrontational couple that sweeps all of life's problems under the proverbial rug.
The volatile couple: The Whitney Houston and Bobby Brown of all the couples. They are passionate with very high high and low lows.
The hostile couple: Sort of like the avoiding couple, but one actually wants to solve problems, the other doesn't, thus creating a strong sense of hostility.
The hostile-detached couple: One is a hothead ready to throw dishes, the other just wants to slam the door and watch T.V. alone. If you catch our drift.
Out of all the aforementioned couples, he gives the first two the highest success rate. While the movies tell us we should have the high, highs of the volatile couple, the most long-lasting couples view the partnership as just that. A partnership. As unromantic as it may sound, a marriage is just a companionship between two people.

Well, you can choose to ignore the report.

But I just wanna say math is everywhere and every problem can be solve by math, any unsolvable problem must be due to the mathematician and not mathematics...

搞笑

2009-04-01T10:54:00.002+08:00

搞笑 - 罗志祥紫

那一条牙膏
在对我傻笑嘲笑我永远用不掉想睡就睡
想闹就闹好快乐少了人唠叨
蓝色的碗盘
多买了一套
我忘了没人陪我通宵
要多少替代的丑角
无辜的陪笑才会让我能真的
忘了你的好我在搞笑
借着热闹
掩盖着心跳边哭边笑
偏要说着
一个人真好当人群散了
突然觉得我可以死掉我受不了还在搞笑
害怕回家
不知怎么熬这么多年
早就喜欢
有你的撒娇我想我能熬
但是至少要让我知道你好不好紫
我们的小狗
食量变好小眼神里常常显得无聊他习惯睡觉的床位
少了一双脚所以他常常看着门口睡不着我在搞笑
借着热闹
掩盖着心跳边哭边笑偏要说着
一个人真好当人群散了
突然觉得我可以死掉我受不了我在搞笑
却在最后
眼泪拼命掉你的离开
失去多少
我计算不了忙完了一天
突然觉得又何必辛劳对谁炫耀还在搞笑
是否拥有麻痹的疗效唱一夜歌
却避不开
催泪的曲调我彻夜胡闹
希望听到有人会提到你好不好

Have been listening to this song...

so touching, it clearly express the feeling of a joker...

小丑的悲哀！

Happiness

2009-03-31T00:53:00.002+08:00

Well if you are reading my blog, here is the cat tail story that i tolf u to look for.

one day baby kitten ask her mum, where can i find happiness... Her mum told the baby kitten that the answer lies in her tail.

after hearing that, the kitten keep trying to catch her tail and hopefully she can find the answer she is looking for...

but day after day, she failed... she just cant reach her tail...

she become more sad and one day she cant take it anymore and went back to tell her mum that she cant catch her tail and ask her mum the same qn...

Her mum told the baby kitten tht the answer is always there...

Happiness is like her tail...
if u purposely try and find it or catch it, u will never really have it...
but when u stop looking for it or trying to catch it, it will always follow u where ever u go...
Happiness is like ur tail, it is always there ever since when u r born!

sometimes we can so engrossed in looking for our so call happiness, we forget that happiness is always there. we always have happiness, it is always following us!

回頭

2009-03-25T11:58:00.002+08:00

我和你背對背開始往前走，我們說好當走到第一百步的時候，再回頭，如果還能看到對方，我們就忘掉以前所有的不快樂，重新開始。如果看不到彼此，就一直走下去，永遠不要回頭。當我走出第一步時，有一種叫悲哀的東西漫過心底。我們的愛情路只剩下九十九步，我們怎麼走到了今天這一步？曾幾何時，我們一起在雨中漫步，衣服濕了也不覺得冷。曾幾何時，我們在雪天裏呼著熱氣吃冰淇淋，當人們投來驚異的目光中，我們竟哈哈大笑。我已走過二十步，你呢?我好想回頭看看你，看看你是不是一樣和我步履維艱。你還記得嗎？你教我學電腦的時候說過，編程時會遇上一種情況叫“死迴圈”，進去了就出不來，你說你對我的愛就是死迴圈，當時我很感動。我走完五十步時，有個賣烤番薯的老先生，問我要不要買烤番薯，我搖了搖頭，他就推著車子走了。為何他不再多和我講幾句話？那樣我便可以停留一會兒，不要再走下去。我走了八十步，在我身後的你是否也在想我們前段不愉快的日子？我們為一點點小事天天爭吵，不知為什麼，我總是對著你哭，你便心亂如麻，煩躁不安。然後，我們都無端地說出一些互相傷害的話。終於有一天你對我說：“我們不能再這樣下去了，不然都會被折磨死，分開吧！”九十九步了。我艱難地抬起沉重的腳，遲遲不願放下，我怕放下腳時，回頭再也看不見你；我怕放下腳時，回頭將永遠失去你；我怕放下腳時，我從此再沒有幸福可言；我怕……腳終於落下了，淚也順頰而下，我不想回頭，也不願回頭，我控制不住自己，蹲下身痛哭起來。突然，一雙寬大的手抱住了我的雙肩，我回過頭看到了你，看到了你充滿了深深自責和濃濃愛意的雙眼。我撲進你的懷裏，哭著說：“我不要再往下走了。”你把我緊緊抱住，輕輕撫摸著我的長髮說，“永遠不會再讓你一個人走。其實，我一直走在你的身後，一直在等你回頭。”"

Sometimes when u think its all gone, its the end, you realise its exactly the start.
Sometimes when u think its hopeless, but exactly hope is always behind u.
sometimes an end is not an end, a start is not a start...

I saw this in somebody blog.

I find this very touching...

But the reflection i have is, if we can be less stubborn, maybe we will get our happier earlier.

They agree to take 100 steps, but apparently the other party took a 100 steps that is in the same direction as him.

If he could have been less stubborn and turn back to take a peak, maybe all suffering he had for the 100 steps would not have happened. On the other hand, if the gal had hug him sooner, they will be fine.

ALWAYS DREAM FOR THE IMPOSSIBLE BEC U HAVE NOTHING TO LOSE!

牵手

2009-03-25T11:51:00.002+08:00

因为爱着你的爱
因为梦着你的梦
所以悲伤着你的悲伤
幸福着你的幸福
因为路过你的路
因为苦过你的苦
所以快乐着你的快乐
追逐着你的追逐
因为誓言不敢听
因为承诺不敢信
所以放心着你的沉默
去说服明天的命运
没有风雨躲得过
没有坎坷不必走
所以安心的牵你的手
不去想该不该回头
也许牵了手的手
前生不一定好走
也许有了伴的路
今生还要更忙碌
所以牵了手的手
来生还要一起走
所以有了伴的路
没有岁月可回头

Its a old song but once i hear it, i heard it twice in less than 3 days.
1st time in The Ark,
2nd time in project superstar.

Last time when i listen to the song, i just feel the music is very slow and it really can make ppl slp.
But after so many years when i grow up, when i start to focus more on the lyrics than than teh melody, i realise the song is so meaningful.

No one can guarntee your life when u have a partner will be easier, but nonetheless we are willing to work together...

Perfectionist

2009-03-24T17:43:00.001+08:00

Can anyone imagine living a life of a perfectionist...

Whenever something that he value dont go his way, can anyone imagine how is he feeling...

The Loyal Friend

2009-03-24T17:41:00.001+08:00

Just done a personality test,

Result: The Loyal Friend

Others see you as sensible, cautious, careful & practical. They see you as clever, gifted, or talented, but modest. Not a person who makes friends too quickly or easily, but someone who's extremely loyal to friends you do make and who expect the same loyalty in return. Those who really get to know you realize it takes a lot to shake your trust in your friends, but equally that it takes you a long time to get over it if that trust is ever broken.

The next wedding?

2009-03-12T00:31:00.002+08:00

One actress who had been remarried quite a few times is having a wedding again.

Her good friend apologise to her for not being able to attend her wedding bec her friend gt something very important to attend to...

the actress said disappointedly: ok, but promise me that you will come next time!

In life smiling when u are down and sad might not or will never solve ur problem, but at least, it helps to alleviate some of your pain and make uu think better...

wenning -- think properly before u act...

shui mi tao

2009-03-11T23:52:00.002+08:00

today my friend pass me shui mi tao... it so nice, i didnt noe singapore actually sell that...

well eating the shui mi tao just give me a bitter sweet feeling bah...

Shall ask her when she buy...

things we do

2009-03-11T16:59:00.002+08:00

life is such,

it just like when we are young, our mum cane us, sometimes we dun understand why, is because we have yet to understand y...

but after some time when we grow older and wiser or when we are in that shoe, we will understand. some of us grow up and we cane our children too...

sometimes we still dun feel it, tht is bec we never experience it, we dunno what will happened...

Almost done

2009-03-09T12:37:00.002+08:00

Teacher: What's ur progress with your essay assignment?

Student: Almost done!!

Teacher: Wat have uu not done?

Student: hmm, i have decided on the question to do and will write from 3 different pts of view.
So now i only havent write the essay only!

I hope it will make uu smile(:

We cant choose what kind of life we have.
But we can choose to be happy and think positively...

Weird creature

2009-03-09T12:26:00.002+08:00

We men are really very poor thing...

Women always want us to understand them, but sometimes their thinking is really very weird.

How can you expect guys to understand.

Last time a guy shower you with all their love, u push it away, u dun treasure. U take it for granted.

The guy give uu his everything but uu return them an unlimited amount of saddness.

But now the guy is once again attached,

uu get so jealous with his new gf, u start to care more abt the guy more.

U think more on the guys point of view instead of from ur own pt of view.

uu start to cherish whatever little things the guy do...

If uu have do these much earlier, would things end up this way?

imagine how happy would everyone be.

now, how do uu expect the guy to understand...

AN IMPORTANT LESSON

2009-03-09T12:21:00.002+08:00

Trust i think is the most important thing in a relationship and i really feel it last sat...

When i tell uu i send another gal home, u are not angry...

when the whole day i am talking to other gals and not uu, uu are not angry...

Thats is really trust...

TRUST!

Cherish whoever that is with uu

2009-03-07T23:41:00.003+08:00

2 days ago, i heard that a sec sch teacher die...

today i heard that professor die from sleeping...

生命无常，
一定要珍惜眼前人！！！

不要让你有机会后悔！

waiter

2009-03-07T23:34:00.002+08:00

A waiter came to work early in the morning with his eyes swollen, so out of concerned his boss ask him why.

The waiter reply that he had a bad dream yesterday. So the boss continue and asked the waiter what the dream is about.

The waiter told the boss that he dreamt of him winning a 1 million dollar lottery. The boss said that the dream is a gd one cause it will mean he will increase his wages.

However, the waiter said, that not what you said in my dream.

You said now that you won 1 million dollar, you can close down your shop and enjoy life...

Remember, Smile(:

laughter is the best medicine

2009-03-07T01:08:00.003+08:00

Smile(:

It has been some time since i last posted jokes on my blog, i am going to start doing that, as i believe laughter is the best medicine and i hope ppl who are feeling sad can at least get some laughter when they read my blog.

Joke:

One day a person order a glass of honey lemon water.

When the boss deliver it, the person saw a bee.

So he complained to the boss.

He said boss look, there is a bee in the drink.

The boss said dun worry the bee is dead so it wont sting uu and walk away...

hope uu like it...

rmb smile(:

personality test

2009-03-05T21:43:00.000+08:00

Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on educationEducation is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

plan

2009-03-02T23:00:00.004+08:00

I guess for me, although i always try to plan, but my plan can never be realise bah.

Today i waited in the library so we can go back together. Well initially it seems like it goes according to plan but in the end...

maybe thts life bah...

rain

2009-03-02T22:09:00.002+08:00

it has been raining this few days...

everytime it rain, it just gt me thinking of some things.

最美的不是下雨天
是曾与你演唱的回忆

slowly bah...

你们要快乐

2009-03-01T23:56:00.003+08:00

She cried recently over some stuff...

All I wanna say is 你们要快乐

你们要快乐
要紧紧牵手
你们不幸福
我会难过
成全最爱的人
不是为了看着她寂寞

an unanswer qn

2009-03-01T23:40:00.003+08:00

receive a sms from my fren : if she never initiate the break up, he would hv carry on...

it make mi wonder whether i did the right thing,

tht day i force her to face her feeling n result was a break up...

if i never force her, she wouldnt hv initiate the break up bah, at least nt tht day...

is it the rite things to do?

sometimes we always search for the truth but is the truth what we really want...

This remind me of a scene in suspect X where yukawa was very regretful abt uncovering the truth...

it been raining this few days... to me rain has already adopt a different feeling...
it has become a reminder, a thing tht draw back lots of memory...

i think its only normal bah tht happened bah...

take the past as lesson and make sure dun make same mistake again...

Merlion

2009-03-01T23:12:00.003+08:00

heard that merlion is close...

haiz...

of all place, the lightening can strike at merlion...

shld i look on the bright side and think tht its a new start...

cause it is just a temporary closure...

so weird

2009-02-28T00:16:00.003+08:00

today went out at 11plus(so early, nt enough slp ah!!! lol) to shop and afternoon gg to watch suspect X wif someone...

i was waiting for someone at Isetan Famous Amos, when she sms me and ask withstand the stocks of adversity before it is entitled to appellation...

i was quite stun, cause its FAMOUS AMOS isetan and there she sms me... well

i reply her...

i dunno the context but hope she get it right...

so tired just reach hm...

sure talk abt suspect X

it a wonderful movie must watch!!!

A mathematician love...

touching!

MRT THEN SONATA

2009-02-27T10:34:00.002+08:00

yesterday when gg home from tiong bahru plaza... initially wanted to take sonata de, but in the end took mrt instead...

took the wrong side to marina... was thinking tht why after so long it happened again lol... so positive thinking(: so told myself at least gt seats...

but suay jiu suay sit until city hall then a old lady came in... No one give up their seats, so as a REAL HANDSOME GENTLEMAN, i gave up my seats... wahaha...

1 stop later the gal beside her alight, si i got a seat beside the ah ma...

She say thank u to me and as a friendly and nice guy i talk to her...

she told me abt her work, how long she have to work, how she go to work...

abt bus 133 and stuff...

then she told me she stay in AMK...

next she ask me what m i doing...

i told her i m studying at NTU, she said her granddaughter also...

then she askme gt stay in hall, i say no, she say her granddaughter also never...

then she said NOWADAYS VERY DIFFICULT TO FIND SUCH A NICE GUY LIKE UU WHO GIVE UP THEIR SEATS FOR OLD LADY AND GROW UNTIL SO HANDSOME...

anyway reach AMK le,

its late so i decided to send her home bah... so i alight at AMK and send her home...

on our way she repeatedly say i am SHUAI and NICE,

so she ask me for my handphone number she said can introduce her granddaughter to me...

i didnt want to la,

so i just simply tell her i m attached, and hope she will not continue to ask for my number...

then she told me,

you still young maybe will break, noe more ppl more choices... i was drinking so i puke all the water out... lol...

this ah ma so funny...

so she insist of taking my handphone number so i just simply give a fake number... lol

After that i m tired so i took a sonata home...

oh my buddha it's in AMK and its by AH MA(:...

its all too familiar...

but the moral is I M SHUAI!

Betrayed!

2009-02-27T10:24:00.004+08:00

YESTERDAY MY FREN ASK ME TO HELP HER WIF HER COMPUTER...
SO DESPITE MY TIGHT SCHEDULE I WENT DOWN TO MEET MY FREN...

BUT WHEN I WENT DOWN,

WHAT HAPPENED IS, IT IS ACTUALLY A MULTI LEVEL MARKETING...

IT DOESNT EVEN NEED ANY HELP IN HER COMPUTER!

SHE WAS CHEATING ME...

AND SHE STILL SAY SHE WAS HELPING ME BY LYING TO ME..

WHATS WRONG WIF THE WORLD TODAY!!!

I HATE PPL LIE TO ME!

I HATE IT WHEN PPL MAKE USE OF MY KINDNESS!

rainbow

2009-02-27T09:51:00.002+08:00

d
Wednesday while i was going to my course i saw rainbow while i was on the train, so nice...

At Jurong east i saw 2 rainbow, one above the another....

they say double rainbow is a gd sign...

there will be happiness...

However some ppl also say it is a sign of disaster...

which to believe...

personally i would like to believe in happiness,

cause i wanna believe

Xiang sin jiu you!!!

如果有一天

2009-02-25T01:52:00.000+08:00

现在也只能欣赏唯一的合照一张淡忘了的是那个街角想念的是当时的微笑生活中交错失望越想念就越孤单若再被寂寞迎头赶上多感伤原来只是正常你是不是也在品尝一个人的咖啡和天光是不是也忽然察觉到多出时间看天色的变换如果有一天我们再见面时间会不会倒退一点也许我们都忽略互相伤害之外的感觉如果哪一天我们都发现好聚好散不过是种遮掩如果我们没发现就给彼此多一点时间

this song just came to my mind...

Really her!

2009-02-25T01:40:00.003+08:00

sunday was at smu library...

when leaving it was raining...

was thinking whether to run in the rain...

then i heard someone stamping her feet... the way it was done sound exactly like what she always do, when i turn and look towards the direction, i saw a t shirt tht look like hers also(daddy's little girl, though i never c the words but it look like)...

the way she dress everything really look like her...

then look at the rain cant help but rmb tht she like to run in the rain...

but think wont so qiao to c her bah,

so never bother and decided to run in the rain...

tht night she sms me, then i realise it was really her...

perhpas its tian yi bah, jiu shi yao block by a pillar bah, thts y never c her bah...

you yuan wu fen shld be this meaning bah...

if nt bec of the rain i would hv left long ago...

shi bu shi shan tian ling yi chi bu huai hao yi de an pai???

hypocrite

2009-02-22T23:01:00.002+08:00

went to wedding lunch so never went kallang...

after wedding lunch went for some course and after that went The Ark music cafe to relax and spend some time to think...

but after a while 4 persons came...

the one sitting infront of me is alright, at least i can feel she noe how to appreciate the performer, and The Ark this kind of place...

the one beside her is alright also...

but the others,

one of them, dun tell me she didnt noe The Ark sing mostly chinese song, dun tell me she didnt noe she belong to those tht grow up eating potato...

my point is why did uu choose to come in the 1st place then grumble and grumble...

arent we human very funny, we noe we not gg to like it, we choose to go, then we grumble...

whats the pt, to show uu are not anti social?

i rmb the gal infront of me was talking abt cohesion, is this what being bonded mean, gg to place uu dun like bec of others and start grumbling...

another guy, when ppl ask whether his batch ppl is bonded, i mean come on uu can say it, dun be such a hypocrite... can just say what u feel, although i m there... i behave the way i am for a reason and i noe the consequence of my behaviour... what i hate most is ppl acting friendly and start talking at the back... this kind of ppl i rather not known them at all...

to alot of ppl i m anti social, but at least i dun hide, at least i noe what i want... at least i have my stand... at least i wont act... at least i m not a hypocrite...

ppl who read this might get angry bec they think i making groundless accusation...

thts exactly what they are doing everytime they make judgement at the start... they just forget to understand tht everything ppl do, every action has a reason...

personally i believe tht in this world it is very difficult to meet the ppl who like the same thing as uu...

so something in life its better we live our lives alone...

ppl who mix in a grp is happy tht they hv company but they didnt realise that bec of gg in a grp, alot of times they have to give up lots of things she wanna do bec the rest of the grp didnt like it like she do, whereas ppl who are not in a grp get to experenice a lot more but they miss out the joy of being in a grp...

well, its every individual life, there is no right or wrong...

sometimes in life we always aim for something or hope for something...
but sometimes we really need to ask ourselves is tht what we want,
does tht really make us happier,
did we idolise it,
or we are following the norm or general perception and not what we like...

and sometimes gg the ark is not abt choosing ur song, its abt just letting the singer sing, enjoy it, maybe uu will hear songs uu never heard before and uu like it. maybe they will sing certain songs tht really bought back memories... if uu only wanna hear the song uu like only, then stay at home on ur com and listen to mp3 bah...

anyway, just wanna say to the person infront of me, thks for the card...
and yup, at least after sat i noe uu do have a quiet side... yup...

friday 20 feb 2009

2009-02-22T22:44:00.002+08:00

After school met someone(: and as usual she was late...

we went to ikea for chicken wings and salmon... the chicken wings at ikea was fantastic...

after tht we went over to great world city and realise tht the movie tht we wanna watch is very late so we decided to go back to tanjong pagar plaza...

beside cinema there is a pet shop, the animals inside is so cute la... (remind me of that time in tw where i bring...)

well went to tanjong pagar and manage to watch the show but left 1st 2 row...

nonethless we watch it...

in the show there are scene where the actor and a lady was meeting in the hotel lobby every now night and chit chat and soon they fall in love but the relationship never last long(looks like show are really a reflection of real life)...

send someone(: home...

noe that someone(: have a blog but she dun wan ppl to read...

i am really a bad person bah, wanna noe even when she dun feel like telling...

Its friday

2009-02-20T01:31:00.002+08:00

really cant rmb i asked to meet someone(: but nvm...

just nw chat on the phone then decide on the place to go le...

never study again... lol

but i think someone(: can go out with me then very happy le... wahaha

when she c tht i dunno whats her reaction... lol...

c u!!!

how true!

2009-02-19T02:27:00.001+08:00

人啊，喜欢用眼睛去看，喜欢用耳朵去听。却不喜欢用心去感受。

1st lesson

2009-02-19T02:02:00.002+08:00

Today have my first lesson wif christy...

haiyo, the class de gals all so jialat one... where are all the pretty gals... lol...

i wanna cry liao la...

all my course all so low standard de...

the course was fun... nowadays very busy ah... trying to pack my life...

17 february my day

2009-02-18T14:08:00.002+08:00

Ytd bought 2 t shirt... my style de... lol
after that went to meet someone(:, aiyo damn big shot la, want me to walk there!!!
pass her something, u anyhow lor tell me wed... c la, nvm return my card!

went for the art therapy thing. quite fun la, but someone(: i not telling uu, bleah... call me when uu c this post and i tell u alittle bit more...

went back boon lay saw her ah ma on the bus so qiao...

have kfc at jurong pt...

back home and chit chat wif someone(: on the phone... lol... ji funny yi xia...

Packed

2009-02-16T23:44:00.002+08:00

I think i siao le, i m like trying to pack my life wif stuff...

sign up for lots of courses... but is a secret, so someone(: u wait bah, when time is right i will tell uu de.. wahha...

today met christy in the afternoon for lunch, wah while walking to paradiz centre something fun happened, i machiam character in comic, while i was walking, teh dark cloud is following behind me...
reach paradiz centre waited inside of paradiz centre but outside mad jack... cant c christy so call her and she told me she is outside of mad jack too, but i cant c her... In the end we realise she is outside of mad jack and outside of paradiz centre... lol

decide to eat at the new korean restaurant...

its a distance walk from paradiz centre and is raining heavily, but we still decide to go, so use christy leather jacket and we run towards the restaurant under the rain...
machiam like mv ah(been saying this after tw. lol)

reach the restaurant, order food, but talking to the auntie really can die ah...

she dunno how to use the cash register.
she dunno how to take my order properly...
order strawberry smmothie, give me mango smoothie.
give her 20.40 never return me money... haiyo...
but nvm i forgive her, must be bec she never c someone like me so handsome before...
thts y she is shy...

a new me

2009-02-16T01:29:00.003+08:00

lol... nowadays getting more refine le la... today after lesson went to meet someone(: for a piano concert...

Omg the kids are damn cute la...

or is it the feeling, when one is in a joyous mood everything is cute, everything is nice de... lol...

after tht went somewhere...

then go funeral... haiz...

heard what actually happened, make me so sad...

life is so unpredictably planned...

before tht he was very well de, then suddenly took a turn for the worst...

remind me of something.. haii

uu noe who i saw?

2009-02-14T22:55:00.001+08:00

At merlion there i saw Lee kuan yew, describe in detail next time... lol....

he lai jian zhen our start(:

like gt his blessing.... haha

我又初恋了

2009-02-14T22:43:00.000+08:00

每一次从爱里离开就像是心被切一块切一块下次再也不敢放胆爱谁知道主歌才一半桥段都还没唱出来就突然你的出现爆破了悲哀难道我又我又初恋了不可能我又我又初恋了可是真的真的初恋了这一种feel我又真的真的初恋了我爱你你爱我我们再也找不到藉口就像是第一次一起飞著爱情的自由我爱你你爱我我们再也不需要藉口又一次初恋了就算降讲有一点荒谬谁在乎喔

我又初恋了

fu qi lian

2009-02-14T22:33:00.004+08:00

lol, we xin you lin xi sia...

we both buy godiva chocolate for each other...

think uu buy for urself to wat de la.. lol

eat so much chocolate, too fat i dump uu... lol

today go out so funny la...

ppl say we gt fu qi lian leh... wahaha...

the place dun tell u all la... wo meng de min mi...

personality test

2009-02-14T12:12:00.001+08:00

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.People see you as a complete enigma, and only you truly understand who you are.You spend most of your time introspecting and seeking truth.You're a very interesting person... but not many people know you enough to realize it.You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality.You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

wah say until i so gd, so it must b true!!!

HAPPY VALENTINE DAY

2009-02-14T12:02:00.002+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY(:

期待你的爱

2009-02-14T11:59:00.001+08:00

My Life 一直在等待空荡的口袋想在里面放一份爱Why 总是被打败真的好无奈其实我实实在在不管帅不帅想要找回来自己的节拍所以这一次我要勇敢大声说出来期待期待你发现我的爱无所不在我自然而然的关怀你的存在心灵感应的方向我一眼就看出来是因为爱我猜你早已发现我的爱绕几个弯越靠近越明白不要走开幸福的开始就是放手去爱

好期待 later!!!

gg out le(:

p/s: i getting diabetes... lol

走火入魔

2009-02-14T04:06:00.000+08:00

对不起刚才我是不是听错还是我想太多想到了昏头天气不错开了窗吹走脸红进一步退一步都害怕打破更不想在原地永远作朋友给你线索也给我勇敢借口下定决心沉默就让沉默为我们追究你和我这一刻无声的耳语交流却突然震耳欲聋一字一句一瞬间走了火一天一点一转眼入了魔忘了我从什么时候忘了你为什么能够让我一步一步走火入魔和我一直猜一直想一直的揣摩一直到你变成甜蜜的心痛如果可以把如果变成结果下定决心执着就让执著为我们突破我和你的小说这时候出现烟火让情节充满感动一字一句一瞬间走了火一天一点一转眼入了魔忘了我从什么时候忘了你为什么能够让我一步一步走火入魔一字一句一瞬间走了火一天一点一转眼入了魔如果你有相同感受感受到有种突然的冲动放肆一次走火入魔和我一字一句一瞬间走了火一天一点一转眼入了魔忘了我从什么时候忘了你为什么能够让我一步一步走火入魔一字一句一瞬间走了火一天一点一转眼入了魔如果你有相同感受感受到有种突然的冲动放肆一次走火入魔和我如果你有相同感受感受到有种突然的冲动放肆一次走火入魔和我

lol... heard this song at xin wang again...

after breakout!

2009-02-14T03:42:00.005+08:00

photos

2009-02-14T03:26:00.002+08:00

lol... the performance is gg to be near my bdae, we will be gg to watch!!!
we all so culture sia... lol...
cinderella...
then i m prince... wahaha

i suddenly like to take photo(:

photos

2009-02-14T03:11:00.005+08:00

BREAKOUT!(esplanade)

2009-02-14T02:56:00.003+08:00

we nearly late le, then the speaker there keep ling ling ling, like how fan la... haha...
found our seats it said entrance door 7(i like the no. lol) then seat no. 21 n 22... her age n my age... lol...
Breakout was damn lame la, starting very lame already, a slight show then gt roman soldier dancing, astronaut dancing... haha...
then they show their break dance move(i think i ca do better) damn pro la and their beat box...

then they move on to a prison setting, then they were supposed to do morning work up, then gt this dumb prisoner always kana bully de... lol

and the funny part is gt one guy is like pervert keep squeezing other guy butt...
and gt one part the dancer come beside me la... lol...
gt a CHIJ gal get caught up the stage suddenly to like act as hostage... funny lor...

upload some photo later...

basically is laugh from start to end!

btw amanda(: stop saying the guy is shuai, i more shuai ok!

the show abt 1 hr bah...

BREAKOUT!(xin wang cafe at cine)

2009-02-14T02:28:00.005+08:00

amanda(: came...

went to meet her, then went to one of the place she always eat... xin wang hk cafe, but is the 1st time i went wif her, the other time was nt wif her...

quite crowded think is friday...

but just happened we were ask to sit at the 2 seats, the exact same place tht was sitting tht time i went in dec wif another person...

anyway wat really shock mi was, after i order my usual food, i ask her for her order n she said she like the chicken chop rice n milk tea...

and then we were chatting half way the song 走火入魔 was play n automatically i started singing n her reply was like say until half way uu start singing etc... i was daze(even phone wad the heaven) n she ask mi yy, but i never reply...

then we start talking rubbish, everytime c her, just like gt endless rubbish to talk one... like can never finish talking... then realise we gg to b late for breakout, so we quickly pay the bills... lol(:...

haiyoo

2009-02-14T00:33:00.000+08:00

wenning uu must b happy la...
dun grumby...
and ask tht guy dun shout anymore!

uu came!!!

2009-02-14T00:14:00.002+08:00

I am so happy tht uu came... lol(:

BTW,

HAPPY VALENTINE DAY, BUT I THINK ALOT OF PPL WILL FEEL SAD BEC OF ME LOL...

U WILL NOE YY...

WAHAHA...

I SURE UU ENJOY MY COMPANY MORE THAN THE BREAKOUT SHOW... LOL(:

NAH, MY POST IN RED LA... NOT NEW YR LIAO STILL WAN ME POST IN RED...

YI DIAN DIAN CAN LA, ALOT CANNOT...

TODAY 13 FEB 2009

2009-02-13T01:47:00.003+08:00

TODAY IS BREAKOUT PERFORMANCE LE...

I STILL DUNNO WHETHER U R COMING...

I M SURE UU WILL COME DE RIGHT CAUSE UU PROMISE MI B4!

UU NOE WHERE UU CAN FIND MI DE!

I WILL WAIT THERE FOR UU...

SEE UU THERE!

I BELIEVE
I PRAY
I HOPE
I WISH

I PURPOSELY USED UR FAV COLOR FOR THIS POST!

valentine day

2009-02-13T01:46:00.001+08:00

hey someone(: valentine day dun think of ur ex, if nt sad sad de...

orientation

2009-02-13T01:44:00.002+08:00

hey ya pi gu 2moro is ur orientation le... enjoy urself!

i hope after the orientation u will think of jj differently...

xiao hui

2009-02-13T01:42:00.001+08:00

hey u r very special ask u celebrate valentine day uu say if celebrate valentine day mean not sincere... thts weird...

anyway hope uu recover from ur sickness soon...

Recovery

2009-02-13T01:40:00.001+08:00

Christine, hope ur dad recover soon...(:

Take Care...

BREAKOUT!

2009-02-12T11:11:00.003+08:00

TOMORROW IS 13 FEB LE...

AFTER UU NOE HOW I FEEL, WILL U STILL BE COMING?

SORRY, BUT I WILL LEAVE THE TICKET FOR UU...

Friday 6 February 2008(kushinbo)

2009-02-12T10:41:00.003+08:00

reached kushinbo, after going toilet, came back then we went to look at food then we realise there offer yu sheng la... like damn spastic... buy yu sheng then so difficult then bring there, in the end they have yu sheng over there... me and jolene went to take fish and stuff... then i took a lot of crab and prawn(she still think i allergic to seafood,but i m allergic to chicken la) while she take all the salmon and cha wan chen(only strong man can take la... lol), went back to our seats put our food down and went to take our drinks...

i took lemonade while she take sprite which i dunno y, since she say she dun drink sprite de(must be...).

Anyway went back then realise she dun eat crab de la(jialat take so much must eat all)...

sit for awhile then L call and said she is at the arcade area so me and wenning went out to pick L . along
then i realise tht wenning siao de la, brought along the table no. clip wif her... then on the way wenning was like complaining abt her sch(what else right...) then abt teh vp looking at gals skirt...

then meet L le and then i begin my nonsense haha...
went to tell L that she has been elected for pagent of that day and she has to clip the no. clip on her shirt... haha...

then even wenning also join in la, she even clip on her shirt also... siao liao
everyone also siao diao...
then reach there follow L to take food...
after that me and jolene went to make the mash mellow cause we wanna la follow L in the movie haha...
come back we went to take the winter melon ice cream... wenning was damn lucky la to get the last one... anyway there is still not enough, so me and jolene share one(i still have the container wahha...)... ji cute yi xia...
ji sweet yi xia, the ice cream still not bad la...

after tht we start making the yu sheng, then jolene is like paiseh paiseh la...
then we lua yu sheng again, bui tahan ah... how can one day in a short while eat 2 times...

took a video but wenning havent upload, slow la uu, tutorial all this already never do le...

after tht got cake(jesmin like uu so mi shin lor, after bdae cannot blow candle)
then we went home loh...

END OF FRIDAY POSTING LE...
EVERYBODY CLAP HANDS HOR... LOOK AT MY SUPERB MEMORY!

rain

2009-02-12T01:27:00.001+08:00

我怀念有一年的夏天一场大雨把你留在我身边我看着你那被淋湿的脸还有一片树叶贴在头发上面那时我们被困在路边世界不过是一个小小屋檐你说如果雨一直下到明天我们就厮守到永远RAIN...FALLING IN MY HEART你的声音仍然深印我心田世界改变你也改变我在海角天边RAIN...FALLING IN MY HEART你的诺言虽然没有实现爱是雨点落在昨天永不放晴的缠绵我怀念有一年的夏天一场大雨把你留在我身边我看着你那被淋湿的脸还有一片树叶贴在头发上面那时我们被困在路边世界不过是一个小小屋檐你说如果雨一直下到明天我们就厮守到永远RAIN...FALLING IN MY HEART你的声音仍然深印我心田世界改变你也改变我在海角天边RAIN...FALLING IN MY HEART你的诺言虽然没有实现爱是雨点落在昨天永不放晴的缠绵RAIN...FALLING IN MY HEARTRAIN...FALLING IN MY HEARTRAIN...FALLING IN MY HEARTRAIN...FALLING IN MY HEARTRAIN...

it nice dun say LKK... lol

Friday 6 February 2008(journey to kushinbo)

2009-02-12T00:54:00.003+08:00

We wait and wait then finally decided to leave, when we reach downstairs it started to rain , so both of us started running in the rain(machiam tw drama) running in the rain...
reach bus stop then we stand there wanna wait for cab but dun have, while waiting we wanna dash out to play in the rain de(her idea not mine, i not so bo liao, lol)... we wait there then my jean all wet la. idiot de... then everytime gt ppl run in the rain she will say wo xi huan(siao de lor)...
anyway the scene remind me of the song RAIN(uu gg to say i LKK)...
bus come we take the bus, then she say my wallet too old and mafan(you gan qing one ok, not everyone can yi qing bie lian so easily de!)
then on bus she keep translating the malay gals conversation. like here gt seats can sit here...
she said she learn malay so can noe when ppl scold her(must be a lot of ppl scold her lol) then she also talk abt her sec 2 stuff...
reach le then we go and take a cab, then on cab le then taxi driver say jam... sian half
but it turn out to be quite fun lol...
when we take the cab then realise we both wanna go toilet... lol

anyway the jam too jialat le so we stop at lakeside...
then must climb the stairs, aiyo ren lao le la, so i held on her...
then she keep saying challenging cause it 7pm le then ya pi gu keep calling lol...
came down the stairs saw some ppl wif uniform like her sch...

reach the mrt station then check le, from lakeside to city hall is 30 mins...
then still wanna go toilet... lol

then on the train i very nice, i keep making the sizzling sound lol...

finally reach kushinbo then we immediately put down our bag and run to the toilet...
the whole journey she keep saying relax... lol... mei cha la...

i think the ppl must be wondering what we are doing lor...

Friday 6 February 2008(guardian hse)

2009-02-11T23:33:00.004+08:00

After school went to Jurong Pt to meet jolene.
I reach jurong pt the same time as her, so i ask her to wait for me at the entrance while i went to famous amos to buy double chocolate chip cookie for her(then i noe she sore throat, always like tht de, i buy cookie she jiu sore throat)... Then we went to buy yu sheng, walk one big round then cannot find sakae. In the end we buy Din Tai Feng de yu sheng... we bought 2, 1 for her ah ma, 1 for the outing later on...

then we went to look for POSB atm so tht she can draw money. After that we go back and sit at the chair to wait for our yu sheng. the person serve us chinese tea. then we have some chat(hope uu cool down a little now)

We collect our yu sheng and we cab(cab driver anyhow) to her guardian hse...
we had yu sheng(upload photo when my phone is repair, quite qiao her phone also spoil), then she complain i made until very ugly.(where gt la, tht is call art, u dunno only)
then we lau lor(thts like the dunno how many time liao)...
her ah ma keep asking whether it is expensive. then must come up wif lot of crap lie... lol... ji funny yi xia...

before tht her ah ma wanna watch tv so never fried nian gao(must b want mi to go up again la... lol)
then we go kitchen take green bean soup n while washing the bowl, we go n play wif water(young at heart)...
then after tht sit on sofa, she wanna hold the pillow but her ah ma dun like bec just wash then keep saying dun wan(ji ke ai)...
her phone keep ringing la but after awhile i fall asleep(ji nan de)...
then i wake up then realise she kept her phone silent n she walk n open the door quietly(ji gan dong), but mei cha la L call mi...

then we just sit there n i just sit there never talk much...
6 le she cant bear to leave...

MY CHINESE

2009-02-11T01:19:00.003+08:00

finally gt time to ask le, this few days ppl hu c my blog, dun uu all feel my chinese very gd meh?

So gt 诗情画艺...

haii, seriously lor,

yi ge ren so shuai jiu very difficult le...
now i still so talented... oh...

countdown

2009-02-11T01:17:00.001+08:00

OH CAN COUNTDOWN LE...

2 MORE DAYS TO BREAKOUT!

CONFIRM VERY NICE DE!!!

Daddy little girl

2009-02-11T01:10:00.003+08:00

Today on my way to sch i saw a gal dress like her lor...
wear the tshirt with daddy little gal, then the pants one side long one side short...

if she c, she will sure make a lizard song then say copy me(as if whole world wanna copy her... lol)
then she sure will follow by saying, tht gal confirm a dancer... lol...

anyway the gal dress like her la, so i bo liao go talk to her, ask her whether she join dancing n stuff...

anyway thts nt the pt la,

the pt is stranger c mi also talk to mi...

shuai ge n look like Jam hsiao jiu shi bu yi yang... lol...

傻子

2009-02-10T00:39:00.004+08:00

每当我们看到傻子大多数的人都会觉得他们很可怜
可是我们是不是应该想一想到低是我们可怜还是他们
我们是比较聪明
但却常常聪明反被聪明误
我们有事业
却没了生活
我们有了钱
却失去了快乐

而他们看上去是个傻子
好像什么都没有
但其实他们有的是我们都没有的
那就是一颗单纯的心
和一个无忧的生活
他们有真正的快乐

可能真正可怜的是我们吧！

改变

2009-02-10T00:12:00.002+08:00

我们常听别人说：我不希望我的人生有任何改变
其实他们不想改变的只是某些事吧
很多时候他们为了不让这事改变
而改变自己
到了最后不管结果如何
不管那事有没有改变
他们以改变
他们已不在是那从前的自己了

这样做到底有没有意义
这样做到底是对是错
又有谁有资格批判呢？

勇敢一点

2009-02-09T00:56:00.002+08:00

我发现失去一个很重要的东西

那一年我想要认识你的一种勇气

它让我亳不畏惧的告诉你我的感情

如今害怕的思念著每一个过去

失眠已占据了你走後大部份的时间

不然这个时候我应该在你的房间

看著你写给我的第一封和最後一封信

如此的转变用了四年三个月又七天

我试著勇敢一点

你却不在我身边

我的坚强和自信

是因为相爱才上演

我一定会勇敢一点

即使你不在我身边

你的决定和抱歉

改变不了我的明天

勇敢是我今天再也无法面对的事情

因为面对了勇敢记忆就会没有你

我的虚弱一直提醒著照顾自己

当初如果照顾好你

现在也不会被自己放弃

我试著勇敢一点

你却不在我身边

我的坚强和自信

是因为相爱才上演

我一定会勇敢一点

即使你不在我身边

你的决定和抱歉

改变不了我的明天

Do you all still remember the song?

it was sang by xiao he on the bus...

ever since the day, i been looking for tht song but i cant find it...

until yesterday then i manage to find it...

actually although is a LKK song but is quite nice right?

it quite unforgetable, since in singapore we will never get the chance to sing on the bus...(:

我一定会勇敢一点

这一切难道是天意

在巴士那天已经在暗示着我

这一切的一切应该是命中注定

已经是两个月了

2009-02-08T11:51:00.003+08:00

昨天是2月7号
不知不觉的
两个月已过
我不径想起了去年12月7号的那一天
哪是我们的开始
那天我和她约好一起去买礼物给鸭屁股
就在那前往 tampines mall 的巴士
我握住了她的手
说了一个我已不能再实现的。。。
那天是我们第一此在新加坡见面
她那天的笑真的极漂亮一下
我好怀恋

还记得我们俩在macdonald 买了一个Jasmine green tea
因为我们要写bdae card 给鸭屁股
好笑的是我们不会写股
所以我们就用了她的手机
但问题来了
屁股的股是哪一个
是股还是骨
我们选了骨
真是个美丽的错误

这时的我脸颊湿了
但我也笑了

我好怀恋

幸福真的可以很简单。。。

2009-02-08T01:15:00.006+08:00

昨晚在 minghao 的车她问有没有台湾的感觉？
这一提，
台湾得快乐画面就浮现眼帘。
那时的我真的体会到什么叫幸福
我想到在酒店的网络室那些开兴的回忆

其实幸福真的很简单，
那时夜深人静只好到酒店的网络室
酒店的网络室里什么都没有，就只有一台电脑
但是那几晚得快乐却是让我一辈子也不能忘记

回到了新加坡，选择多了
事情也变复杂了
能去玩的地方多了
可是快乐却少了
距离也远了

我想人就是这样吧
我们不停的要求很多选泽
可是选择多了
快乐反而少了

幸福其实可以很简单！！！

可现在的我们还有可能回到以前吗？

还有可能找回那离开我的幸福吗？

我们还能不能回到从前？

我遗失的快乐会回来吧?

真的夠了

2009-02-07T12:08:00.002+08:00

能不能讓心別再疼了,

能不能不要開燈!

我是你什麼人

是不是不要再浪費我的人生

真的夠了

我捨不得

2009-02-07T00:50:00.003+08:00

在途中MP3 PLAYER 播到我捨不得这首歌时
突然想起七里香...
随即而来是无法用言语形容的失落
或许我真的是碑女命吧
记得那时某人之后去上班我独自回家的途中
心疼某人为了生活奔波劳累
我竟然哭了

那一刻的我已经对自己默默的允许
某人就是我最想保护的人
对拉 ~ 好傻
好天真！

有时冷漠并非无情~ 而是不想自己再受到伤害

我捨不得:七里香...

where rr uu?

someone(:

2009-02-05T23:57:00.002+08:00

hey, no need to say sorry de... i never say thats y u dunno mah... Anyway now after the concert uu shld listen to huang jing lung song le bah... since uu say uu dunno their song mah...

argh

2009-02-05T01:15:00.003+08:00

Anyway ii reserve 8 seats le... 2 late to change ur decision... UNLESS THE SAINT CALL THEN UU CAN BE EXCUSED... SO I HOPE UU DUN COME ALSO LA...

UNLESS THE SAINT CALL THEN UU CAN BE EXCUSED... SO I HOPE UU DUN COME ALSO LA... THIS LINE IS FOR WENNING...
THE UU REFER TO WENNING...

UU CAN ASK WENNING, CMX OR CMH...

I SERIOUSLY DUNNO WATS WRONG,

I HELP MY FREN THEY GET ANGRY...

I WISH WENNING CAN GET INTO HER DREAM JC, U GET ANGRY...

I DUNNO LA...

WAT U ALL WANT MI TO DO LA...

EVERYTHING I DO IS WRONG...

缺席

2009-02-04T23:37:00.006+08:00

Last minute my fren say there is tickets for huang jin lun concert, so i decided to go for the concert... I really wanna go for the concert and not bec uu ask me to...

Just tht when i heard the song 缺席 i was quite affected...

When huang jin lun sing 缺席, there are a lot of flashback, memories abt her start flooding my life, so much so that tears start rolling down...

bec the song affect me hard, it make me rethink these qn,

爱, 只剩下躯壳, 为什么还不放手, 却拉扯?

是我不甘心,还是不舍?

为何我还在固执的拔河?

The thing is,

其实我真的很难过
只是难过都沦为沉默!

and i really want to make uu happy but

可能我真的不懂得让你更快乐.

Thats y,

给你的爱那些美丽已长成藤蔓缠着我的生命

I really feel,

在你的未来缺席像是一出剧本未完待续预留伏笔

can we,

把未完成从容继续,

如果还有如果
就算瞬间老去毫不犹豫.

But,

爱, 是不是都一样无论多漫长, 终究曲终人散.

可是,
我不想因为不敢,
却步沮丧然後半途收场.

what shld i do???

其实我真的很难过
只是难过都沦为沉默
可能我真的不懂得
让你更快乐
我想和你在一起
却在你未来缺席
给你的爱那些美丽
已长成藤蔓缠着我的生命
在你的未来缺席
像是一出剧本
未完待续
预留伏笔
把未完成从容继续
如果还有如果
抱你不犹豫
能不能将你的样子忘掉
舍不舍得爱
让我控制不了只想要把你拥抱
其实爱上一个人没有解药
我的静脉流着爱陪你到老
原来我还会微笑
我真的想和你在一起
却在你未来缺席
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我真的想和你在一起
却在你未来缺席

可能我真的不懂得让你更快乐...

还有如果 ma???

wat shld i do?

???

2009-02-04T13:58:00.000+08:00

FAN ARGH...

WHAT SHLD I DO???

Jiayou for ur presentation(:

2009-02-04T13:47:00.004+08:00

Hey, thanks for ur email and the song, though for the email i dun feel like opening...

As for ur presentation,

nvm de, like what i said:

my effective comm say not many ppl can be gd listener and gd presenter like me(this one i say de...)
but being a GOOD LISTENER will achieve more than a gd presenter...

So someone(: no worry...

others presentation might not be that gd also... so mei cha la...

work smart for ur proj meeting...

dun be so negative

2009-02-04T12:51:00.001+08:00

Wenning, other sch may not be as gd as uu think...

dun make decision in a spur of moment...

AND DUN TRY TO SPREAD UR UNHAPPINESS TO THOSE ALREADY ACCEPT THEIR FATE AND JUST WANT TO BE HAPPY THERE...

Good luck...

走音

2009-02-04T01:34:00.003+08:00

虽然没车能接送你
海角天边都陪你去
送了一个小惊喜忙几星期
你眼中有小星星
你不开心就抱紧你
你有话说我就安静
为你改好了个性磨平脾气
才晓得默契会飘移
你的爱情在走音变成另一个旋律
我还在执迷拼了命去合音
你像下雪的表情是会过完的冬季
我把心划成火柴却看见漆黑的梦境
听见爱情在走音痛是太长的抖音
我不爱煽情但双唇抖个不停
本来幸福的主题怎麽唱成了悲剧
选错歌唱再用心也无力
对街狂奔大喊爱你
拥挤捷运流下泪滴
这个疯狂的自己来自哪里
我已经不懂我自己

还没疯

2009-02-02T18:24:00.004+08:00

最近发现周围都是灰色
每个人都毫无目的的走着走着
最近每个晚上似乎有人
在耳边轻声说 "快点去睡吧睡吧！"
头有点痛心在起哄我不懂
我不懂要如何让自己放松
还没疯还没疯
不要用那种眼神
看着我窃窃私语
偷偷在我背后冷嘲热讽
还没疯还没疯
只是最近太多不愉快
你们口口声声说我怪
其实你们不懂我的心态
最近走在街上自言自语
脑子里空空的视线都模糊不清
最近总觉得身边每个人
用眼神嘲笑我彷佛在说我疯了

qi li xiang(: thks for trying to cheer me up...
Haii...

Touched

2009-02-02T15:54:00.003+08:00

Someone(: i really dont know how to thk uu enough...

Thanks for talking to me through the night even though you have a lot of work to do... Thanks...

I never expect you to send me an email that are all in caps...

I never expect you to take tht sms seriously, but i m happy tht it brought uu some smile.

FLY SLOWLY THROUGH THE DARK CLOUDS AND U'LL SEE THE SUN(:

I will remember what uu said de...

terimah kasih

could it be the same

2009-02-01T12:53:00.002+08:00

even if we talk again

can we b back to normal...

can i forget wat uu said?

can a sorry erase everything?

can a sorry turn back time?

can i convince myself?

can i forgive uu totally?

would we argue over the same thing again?

or shld i stop trying to meddle in uu n ur bro?

would it b better?

but uu really dun wish to talk to ur bro?

WHAT SHLD I DO

2009-02-01T12:50:00.002+08:00

IT SEEMS TO BE THT WHATEVER I DO IS WRONG!

SHLD I DO ANYTHING NOW...

WOULD IT MAKE MATTER WORST?

WHO CAN TELL ME?

WHERE IS MY LIGHT AT THE END OF THE TUNNEL???

wad the heaven!!!

2009-01-31T20:58:00.003+08:00

UU really think i am so free to meddle in your business ah!
I have alot of things to do also....
U think i have nothing to do, help uu book hospital appoinment and stuff ah...
I was just trying to help uu and ur bro, cause i happened to know both of uu...

I myself have problems and things to do alright...

Guess it never pays to be kind bah... or is it just a bad year...

IT JUST SUCKS LA, WHATEVER I DO SEEM TO BE WRONG... IT ISNT USED TO BE THIS WAY DE...
Y IS EVERYTHING GG AGAINST ME...
WHATS THE PROBLEM!!!
NOTHING SEEMS RIGHT...
ARGH...
WTH!!!

ARE WE REALLY LIVING IN A WORLD WHERE EVERYTHING WE DO IS WRONG.

Eggs

2009-01-31T12:15:00.003+08:00

Just realise that someone(: like to eat salted egg... thts like how unbelieveable la...
I never thought anyone will eat salted egg la...

But it kinds of remind of taiwan during my army days.

Cause in taiwan they will sell herbal tea egg in their 7 eleven and it quite cheap, so last time i will eat 2 in the morning, 2 in the afternoon, 2 at night... hahas... kind of miss the herbal tea egg now la... someone(: all ur fault la... hahas...
Then last december i went there even more siao, middle of the night go and buy herbal tea egg.
Not only tht la we even bought POPCORN(wanted to self make but the assistant so kiasu go and make le... haii), we also bought a cup noodles, taiwan cup noodles are seriously much better than singapore cause there are meats inside. But the most memorable one was when we went back OK MART and bought a bottle of drink(:... tht was TOTALLY, but i kind of miss the drink but it cant be found in singapore...

Ok here comes the er xin part...

there is also another kind of egg in taiwan which is damn damn damn eer xin de...
That is those eggs which a baby duck inside de... uu can really c the baby duck... I m serious!
The taste is like very very very bitter!
The smell still linger after so long...

i sure go and buy singapore herbal tea egg...
LOL(:

next time i will bring OK MART(together wif the memory) to singapore... hahas

1 video

2009-01-31T11:57:00.004+08:00

Here 1 video on their video negotiation...(:

This is one video taken by ya pi gu on the chuas fighting for money... hahas...

seriously la, just keep crapping the whole game...

But its ok, as long as ya pi gu is there, wont lose until too jialat de...hahas

shld go there again, next time shld ask more ppl,

L, christine, jesmin, minda and HER(:

I think this time i m so dead but shi jiu shi bah...

the most suffer verbal insult from ya pi gu...

mei cha de la...

more photos

2009-01-31T01:15:00.005+08:00

next time dun so ji dong... lol

just now ur face when uu drop all the pasta ji funny... hahahaas(:

Gt c the shuai ge scratching head...

while the 2 chuas fighting again...

another business deal negotiation between the chua and someone covering her face, mai paiseh... hahs

c like this so bhb de... lol... act cute somemore...

shi jiu shi bah... still gt 1 video to upload... lol

Minds Cafe

2009-01-31T00:19:00.004+08:00

Initially plan to go kushinbo to have buffet and yu sheng de, but bec she had to celebrate her mum bdae so cant go...

Thts y 2 bro, ya pi gu and me went to minds cafe at dhoby ghaut(ya pi gu did i spell correctly? lol)

We will playing some business games, damn funny sia(: me and ya pi gu was like simply seating there and watch the chua fighting for money...

Then ya pi gu say something like next time tht will be what happened when they fight for family fortune...

While they are arguing i took lots of photos, ya pi gu even take a video of them arguing...

YA PI GU BEWARE, HERE UR UNGLAM PHOTOS.. LOL(:

ANd a photo of the mess u made... eat also dunno how to eat properly... lol...

Ya pi gu and cmx negotiating... anyway Ya pi Gu wheres ur art of talking, y uu cant convince cmx!

Unglam photo 1(u gg to kill me...lol)

No need paiseh de... wahaha

More photos coming out!!!

wonderful day

2009-01-30T00:48:00.003+08:00

went to bring jeffrey for therapy 2dae... thts why i purposely wear the dun give up t shirt...
so big the wording he sure can c de... lol... c i so she xiang zhou dao... wahahah...
then after tht went back to sch...

Have effective comm lesson,

quite fun la, whole day talk rubbish only lol...
like when teacher ask whats make a gd listener i replied a gd pretender... lol
she ask me what drink we like, i said ANYTHING then the whole class laugh and the teacher ask is there such a drink... lol...
next got role play... very funny also...

then went for malay class...
the teacher like gan train la, go so fast...
wanna slp also no time... lol...

At night went back home took orange and dvd before taking a cab down to jesmin house...
crap there, then they ask abt something and somebody(:

anyway we decided to meet next friday for kushinbo buffet and yu sheng(:
so all peng queen pls dun peng...

quite a fun day la...

weilian to uu

2009-01-30T00:28:00.002+08:00

面包的滋味-林依晨

虽然你满身数不完的缺点

完美小姐也不是我的头衔

越看就越顺眼

我们之间

舒服得像星期天

是缘分是爱情

是命运紧紧把我们绑在一起

越吵越甜蜜

越吵越爱你

越不分离

生活的难题

考验着爱情

才显得我们的努力

多么值得被珍惜

从今就紧紧的和你绑在一起

不管坏天气

不管坏心情

都不分离

面包的滋味

有多香多甜

有你分享有你分享

才是真完美